Are there levels of dissapointment? S0metimes people just generally fail to live up to your expectations. And sometimes, betray and lies dissapoint, I know.
But what about the time when there is no coming back from it? Like all the trust, respect and love you had for the person looks so minute and meagre when weighed against the dissapointment? Can you ever get over it? 'To forgive is divine' they say. But can there be a time when it's not in your capacity to forgive anymore? What if I have to shut things/people out in order to grow, in order to shun something I've been so used to, because it's doing nothing but sucking the life out of you?
Sigh. I hate change. How do I get over something I've been so used to? Somehow I had made peace with the regular dissapointments. But there is a line you just don't cross, right? You have to stop letting yourself be used and stop throwing yourself out there somehow, no matter how strong it needs you to be. Argh. I need strength. Anyone selling any? :S
